Friday, March 14, 2008

initiating is needed!

since last week's thursday i think i've been listening to at least 1 podcast a day.
the podcast's i listened to.
-Seeing and Hearing Again (Listen to it to know how to revive / to live correctly spiritually)

-What fuels your action (Listen it to find out on what is the right way to do things, talks about motives etc)

-Five things God wants you to have (This teaching is quite short, but it talks about joy and peace that God wants us to have! )

-Loving out Loud : Turn up the volume (Just as the title says, it teaches YOU how to love God and ppl out LOUD!!! a really good teaching that helped me to change the perspective on how to love people=) and hw doing that can help to change eternities of others)

-Understanding True Love (Think BGR is the right way of loving? listen to this podcast and find out the right way of loving people. and also on how to deal with relationships between genders correctly)

-Enoch: The man who walked with God(Want to know how you can walk with God all the days of ur life like Enoch? who walked everyday with God for 300 YEARS of his life! learn on how to do that frm him=D )

-Teach us to number our days(Learn on how to live a life that is filled with urgency. not with franticness and hurriednes but urgency=) know what it means frm this podcast too. so that your life can be maximized to the max! )

haha all of the above are from new hope fellowship. u can get onto itunes and go to itunes store, search for New Hope Christian Fellowship O'ahu and subcribe to their podcasts. its free=)

i've really learnt alot from the ppl of the past few days. ppl like David, Enoch, Paul etc etc. if you are interested in the podcast but dunno hw to download frm itunes, u can get me on my msn to get the teachings frm me if u want=)



alot has happened for the last weekend especially, motives purified by God, decisions to change my life etc.

something i was reminded of today, change needs to be initiated! it doesnt come by even if u dun do anything. and so on metamorphosis day not only my sheep's life was changed. i've decided to take my life for a change as well!=) im going on a fast til the end of my holidays.

im fasting on
-Any computer games
-Anime
-Manga(comics)

this is the ultimate sacrifice i call it haha. why? because these are the only things i enjoy doing at home! however these are also the only things that hinder me serving and living my life fully for God! so yes with this, i expect my life to change even more by focusing my life back on God and allowing God to be my pilot while i be the co-pilot. it was definitely painful when i decided on this and told some of the brothers that are closer to me.(its like putting a chop and signing a garantee slip with God that i would not break the fast! haha!)

two days of the fast have passed and it seems to be good so far. the reason why i've not blogged is cos.. i played games overtime haha!=x i repent! so i shud be blogging more often and frequently now haha.


share something that i've gained today frm Enoch and how he walked with God. i really salute him man! he actually walked with God everyday for 300 YEARS!! and the era he was living in was not an era that is holy or whatsoever. but an era with wickedness and everything arnd him by right wud corrupt him and cause him to not follow God. but he was one man that followed God and one of the two man that God did not let him experience death. because God was sooooo pleased with how Enoch lived his life!

man. when i heard this podcast, i told myself i must live with God so much more that God wud be that pleased with me as he was with Enoch. that is the ultimate joy man! to see God that pleased!

and smth while waiting for the bus to come so i can reach safra. i was meeting some of the grads to go to the mac delivery office building at safra and i was late. sry guys! then while i was waiting for bus 23(i thought this bus was the only bus to safra frm that bus stop) an old man approached me to ask what bus no. was it and told me to tell him when bus 31 or 67 came. when he asked that question bus 23 was infront of my eyes! the bus that would render me less later than i was already.

but i chose to help that uncle and told the rest to go ahead first. his bus came right after my bus left haha! meaning i have to wait for quite some time for bus 23 jus because his bus came a lil later. but it din bother me much lah haha, went to look at the board and realised that there were alot more buses that goes to the safra bus stop. around 4-5 more buses! man, i must have be blind at that moment to miss those buses when i checked at first. bt anyway praise God man! cos the bus i needed came right after that as well! managed to catch up with the rest.

God reminded of me how we live our life, are we going to live our life with Him, doing what He has called us to do or living our life just doing the things that is not according to what God has called us to do. because i could have chose to board the bus as i was in a hurry instead of helping or blessing the uncle with the help he needs that God has placed me there so i could help him out.

if u r reading this, take some time out to evaluate ur week or how u've used ur life and whether the things u've done are according to God's will. living a life with God = investing either in a relationship between u and God. OR between u and someone else. are u living a life with God?=) im going to change my lifestyle to one that is one more and more according to God's will! yeah jiayou if u r going to do the same=) remember if u dun initiate the change, change will nv come because change never initiates.

aloy; 4:10 PM