Tuesday, May 22, 2007
want this, want that.
yo!! haha. recent poly days are still ok. have abit of stress cos of project submission. then class tests and also coming term tests. and i was thinking i can relieve some stress by playing this new game Granado Espada which im super interested in. guess what. im unable to play it yet cos of several reasons and one of them is cos i still haven get my laptop yet! cos of no stock. arhhh.. irritating. its coming in another 2 wks time? its so near yet so far. i realise i easily frustrate myself=_= bt i guess it happens to most ppl who have certain expectations of certain things and it so happens that the expectation is not met. hope to get everything done and over with in this term. so i can have the term break! yay!! hopefully not fearing getting lousy term tests results. and when i tot i had ran away frm memorising. im back to it again. computer architecture, date communications and networking, PRSP[problem solving blah blah]. other than that 3 subjects. the other 2 subjects im more relaxed. which is my computer maths 1 and 2. at least i have 2 subjects that are stablised. thank God. well. gotta slp soon cos tmr gt project presentation! and also preparation for project presentation on thurs! haha. cya=)Labels: but need this and need that
aloy; 10:47 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
stressed.
so many things pop out at once. like the realisation of needing to hand up 2 projects next week. tho the projects arent very hard to do, but still the need to take out time to do it still doesnt realli excites me haha. and also having exams in the coming june. or maybe its im giving myself stress? duno haha. cos i've nv experienced doing so in my entire life as i lived a life of "tian ta xia lai, dang zhuo bei gai"[even if the heaven falls, use it as a blanket. direct translation haha] in short. happy go lucky. everyting come then scrap thru. but nw its different cos i wanna give my best to God. so i have to get out of my comfort zone which is what most ppl do. SLACK. but because many times i still fail to do so. makes me so frustrated over it. my focus wasnt right too. it isnt being the best, its being our best that pleases God. i carry too many things on my own that i forgot that im created by God to share it with Him.
I wanna be in Your presence once again Lord. hlp me carry my burdens as i lay it at Your feet. In the Name of Jesus i pray. Amen!
the feeling of sharing the burden with God? hmm. ever carried a table that is too heavy for you but u happen to have a friend that is quite strong and he/she carries it with u and u tend to loosen abit as u noe ur fren is able to carry it better than u can? i guess thats the kind of feeling. because i know God is God and i am not. He is stronger than i am[in fact ALOT more stronger] so im able to share the burdens with Him. i do things to my best and God will do the rest! yeap. for God says in His Word. Matthew 11 : 28 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." so.. are you tired today? go back to God and u can have ur desired rest. we know it at the back of our head, its time to bring it into action.
[it isnt being the best, its being our best]Labels: relieved.
aloy; 11:13 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
arhhh. exams coming. ahaha
yeah. secondary sch exams end. poly exams gonna start lol. in around 2 wks i think? and im alrd having class tests haha. and projects.. soooo many things. but hah nth is gonna bring me down! on the other hand if this is bringing me down then im dead haha. cos term 1 is ONLY honeymoon term.[nt applicable to everyone.] things gonna get so much harder after the term break. well at the end of my 2nd yr in my course. i will be a structured hacker. wahahaha so yeah i dun mind. =X well thats bout it =D cya
aloy; 10:03 AM
Friday, May 11, 2007
weaknesses.
today had dcnk lecture right in the morning at 9am. thank God i went lorh cos dcnk tutorial is 2hrs after the lecture and the scary thing is this. our lecturer and tutorial is the same person but he gt this amazing ability of rmbering faces.[btw our lecture class arnd 60+ ppl] during tutorial he picked out specifically 2 classmates of mine which happen to skip his lecture! my class was super amazed larh. wadsmore a lecture theater isnt small if u are studying in poly u wud noe wad i mean haha. he din catch any single one but the ONLY two tt skipped his lecture. if he meant to give us a warning to not skip his lecture, he fulfilled his objective. after that i went off for cg which was great as it was special haha. and by the end of it i feltt superrr hungry cos i remembered i onli had breakfast and it wasnt even a great one! TP students, WARNING : dun go ITAS canteen's drink stall. the half boiled egg was like 3/4 boiled or smth lidat. which was kinda gross. if u dun get what i mean u can go try for reference. that was the onli thing i had at arnd 10am+ til about 5pm+ ? but i realise i gt nt enuf time to eat cos im meeting flo, geck and denise to go take a look at the adventure club which we will be late if i ate. hmm. the front part kinda ok larh. normal games and also forfeits except this time its doing exercise. and i happen to get the last forfeit of the game which i din realli do it well. but oh well. its over. after that went to see kite flying[remote controlled] kinda cool but the thing is we will nt be able to use it haha. then after that went for a lil briefing and by nw i was super tired. maybe its cos of the forfeit and me nt having eaten any food for quite sometime. altho i dun feel the hunger alrd i duno why haha. then we went back the bball court to play games again. then after that some things not that pleasant things happened and which also happened to be the one of the things i have yet to learn to handle. and i lost my cool, saying lots of "fei hua"[crap] and why was it "fei hua" was because the words din go thru my brain and i jus breathed those words out[and those words dun happen to involve any vulgarities btw.] feel so stupid to be controlled by the situation. itchy mouth. grah.. well shall improve on using less of my lungs to speak. and start using more of my brain. but still i dun think im gonna join adventure club bah. theres training etc etc and im lazy to go for it. i dun like routined stuffs u see. tho its onli for a day. thats all bah. cya[tho i know, i cant do it right.]
aloy; 12:19 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
alot has happened?
alot of interesting things happen in my class specifically mischievous ones haha. EG. me and frens[maybe onli 5 of us] we take the lift and some of them wud stand right at the front of the lift door making it look as if the lift is full liao[cos the lift is normally full. seldom find it empty unless we take it at the 2nd floor[1 lvl below concourse which is lvl 3] and the most recent one is watching a super terrible horrible movie which was today. and the movie is "Retribution" DO NOT WATCH IT unless u wanna throw some spare cash away. BUT my class being a crazy and fun one we made fun of parts of the movie haha. oh. some inside jokes we made were "You want to fly? drown yourself in saltwater and u can fly" and also "Do you noe that Superman actually also stands for saltwater?" maybe can ask me mre bout this jokes if u wan cos u need to watch the movie to understand. but i can tell u the contents instead hah cos its not worth the money. my class is more bonded day by day. its such a gd feeling =D and my class has gt so noisy that we nv fail to attract the librarian's attention whenever we are in the library. gosh haha. and der are so much more fun stuff i wanna share but the list will go on and on haha. but my focus is still der. to show ppl arnd me how God can move and change ppl totally! and all those who knows that addiction to computer games is not easy to overcome will say Amen! haha. well thats all for now. cya=DDLabels: one desire., one life, one purpose
aloy; 11:21 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
alice~~
yay~~~ so happy. now im on better terms with alice! oh haha. "Alice" is a program i need to fiddle with. =DD its used to make "animations" kinda hard to explain but in short something i wud need to use for a very long time. and i doooo not like it at first cos nv read up on lab notes then abit confused. was doing my lab session's stuff on my com jus nw and i finalli get a better grip of hw to use it. my course learns alot of stuffs sia. i loveee my courseee. anyway today went to buy thumbdrive together at sim lim square with benjamin and yiqin. we went to this shop called "ice monster" b4 we went sim lim square. it basically sells dessert that has ice inside it[duh.] not bad larh. quite nice tho the waiter gt abit of problem. other than that nth else haha. anyways the thumbdrive we bought was kinda cheap. 1 gig $22, tho i noe there maybe cheaper ones still but we lazy to go find xD jus pray it wont spoil within a week haha. well tmr's sch again. looking forward to more fun stuffs! =D cya=)
aloy; 11:16 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
being who im made to be.
today was quite k. altho my schedule was 8am to 6pm! somehw it isnt as boring as i was in secondary sch haha. maybe it wud get boring after projects come in =X and today my class had our 1st c maths 2 tutorial. guess what. the teacher told us we're gonna have class test in 2 wks time! wad a way to start her first lesson with us =/ but nw im able to handle c maths 2 more AKA A maths. xD but bad thing is i dun have a maths foundation, unlike those who have they are able to skip lectures since they alrd noe almost everything. today noe abit more bout my classmates and they are realli a fun bunch to be with!! heh. shall post a picture of my class someday. and also the poor 3 girls in our class of 20+ ppl and close to 20 guys haha. xD there were a few classes that were quite boring cos the tutorial tested us on some basic computer stuffs which realli bored my class cos we did our work b4 we went for it. so we kinda hurried the teacher =/ and we were able to end our tutorial half an hr earlier xD was super hungry so went down IT sch's canteen to check if its realli nt that gd as ppl claim it to be. first thing inside realli carries a strong smell haha. a mixed smell of yong tau fu, laksa, char siew rice, chicken rice and mani mani other food=/ maybe a smell of a single food wud have been better xD anyways tried the chicken pie der cos we need to go for lecture in less than 20mins. and it was not bad i feel. kinda enjoy it in fact. the crust of it abit hard larh but i like the chicken haha. the whole day was fun overall! im so looking forward to being a much closer friend to my class mates! yeah man. alright! cya! =)
aloy; 9:47 PM
