Friday, August 31, 2007

blessed!

ytd i slept at 12am+ cos i knew nth much wud go in if i tried to study. so i planned to wake up at 7am. including preparing to go sch and time taken to reach sch i have around onli 1hr 45mins. which wasnt alot haha. then i woke up late, i woke up at 7.30pm. im onli left with 1hr 15mins. i din care much about it but jus studied anyway. thank God i was able to absorb alot of information! very quickly and i managed to complete everything within 1hr. i used the God blessed 15mins to just spend time with God before i go sch and start on my exam.

stepped into exam hall, looked thru paper and most of the questions i was able to do it! onli a few i duno hw to do. while some of my frens didnt manage to get a few questions on routing protocols, those questions was what i studied in the morning! praise God!!! thank God for john who "saved" us as we were stucked outside rc for almost 2hrs cos we din had keys to rc's wooden door.

a few of us also managed to learn greatly from today's caregrp!
alrite gotta slp soon haha. studying in the morning tmr, yay last paper~ haha. realli not much of a feel somehow. YAYYY~~~ HOLIDAYS!!! i look forward to that alot more haha, and i cant get them if my papers arent finished so yeah. alrite byeeeee

aloy; 12:30 AM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

1518

1 thess 5 : 18 - Give thanks in all circumstance, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus

God i wanna thank u for bringing me out of my computer architecture paper which i thought i was going to do badly big time! as tho i had covered the 2nd part of the semester's work, i din revise for the 1st part of the semester! on the bus i was telling to God, i need His grace and mercy and i need to pray like nv b4! i heard that song just before i left rc, the lyrics abit changed tho. i was really ganchiong-ing so when i sing the first part of that song i realli felt so comforted that i have His grace and mercy.

when i went for my paper, i looked thru the paper and on the first few pages section B i stunned cos some of them were in the 1st part of the semester's work which i din revise at all. then i moved on to section C, and in my heart i was like, thank you God!! i had to choose one out of two questions, and both of which i knew! the question i did, i onli manage to understand that particular concept just BEFORE i left RC!!! thank God man! the paper was 2hrs, but i took 1hr instead, God realli blessed me so greatly! Lord i'll give thanks to you no matter what circumstance im in. be it a gd one or bad one.

now im having some troubles with tmr's paper as i have quite abit of studying to be done and my exams starts in the morning instead this time, 9.30am. Lord i thank you for what i've learnt so far, tho i still have quite abit left, i noe! i just noe that You will do something about it, and that will be the best plan for me. im happy jus knowing that.

God, go with us into our exam halls! help us gain victory over all things for we are more than conquerors.

[suddenly remembered the story that man saw only 1 set of footprints in troubled times. Lord carry us, tho some of us may nt be light. You are all i need.]

aloy; 11:28 PM

hahaha!

i think im gonna start up a book of forfeits! haha i must rmb to bring them to heaven when we all gain victory over satan. pinning satan down and do the 108 forfeits i wud have in my book! wahahaha!

finally had my first paper today! don't think i did very well but i wud say its only average.. maybe nt an A this time round. i realised i really had my "studying" done when school was still opened. now its really just refreshing and maybe learning only a few topics more. really so blessed by God that i have good lecturers and classmates!

like what we always hear, God never shortchanges! when u serve God, the rest will be taken care of by God. i wanna serve and rely on God more! i will take that extra portion of growth! RAR! im hungry for growth! im gonna increase my appetite even more! the hungry aloy festival!

thank God for the job dennis recommended too! and its only two days! God is our provider! wahhhhh its so great to be serving God aint it? God never shortchanges at all! the greatest giver of all. wooo.

hahahaha! just imagine satan doing forfeits =P but of cos it has to be tested on ppl arnd me b4 i noe if it may be effective on satan xD . cya!

aloy; 12:18 AM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

backtrack

few days ago i backtracked slowly all the way to 2005, read my old blog's posts. haha abit amazed at me being the new believer =P. tho its quite common haha i prayed in my blog posts after a few days i converted. its like yeah! for the follow uppers haha if they do see them. but at the same time i rmb times where even im stuck on computer games and now the word "computer games" do not even come into my mind tho i still use the computer often haha.

remembered how in the past the junyuanites had to avoid our operation manager together during our prayer meet in the morning at our secret place=D how prayer meets were so fun and of cos the people too. of cos and oso going thru exams together, studying together in the morning. and how the guys climbed the "3rd gate" or so i call it haha into the school before even 6am when the main gate is opened, to just lie on the floor with the stillness and peace in the morning seeing the stars. and also how i secretly climb in on my own in the morning so i am not late for the prayer meet as i played computer games til early in the morning[3am+ maybe?] tho less than half has remained since.

and also the first time i visited y-Hope, hw shocked i was ahaha. i was wondering to myself at that time if what i was going to is a church or a band concert.[think its a special service when i went]

and so many more things haha. ahh God really changed me 180 degrees. never would i have thought i would be sitting in nexus attending life-changing services which i would have thought they were boring. i really wouldnt have experience that much fun in life if God din bring me into His family.

heh so im gonna kope one of the thanksgiving i wrote while i was a new believer=D
thanks Jesus for filling the emptiness in my heart, the emptiness that cannot be filled no matter what we do. and lastly thanks for bringing wonderful people around me into my life for me to get to know You better! thanks for drawing me and my friends closer to You!

thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks

aloy; 6:22 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

why!!!

why does my exam starts on tues instead of mon! why does it ends of fri instead of thurs and earlier! arhhhh.... these few days i open up my books and dunno wad to study cos i've already known the things pretty much. tink onli c. maths2 is the one i worry about more haha since its A maths. been studying in rc for the past few days, glad at least i still have ccna to study on.. arhhh i still prefer my exam dates to change.. earlier that is haha.

today had caregroup din realli prepare my role well. but still i thought i wanna depend on God in the situation haha. screw ups, but God realli showed me what child-like was very tangibly. those who knew the worship had screw ups were more concentrated on the screw ups and why the screw ups were there. and to me it seemed like those who din noe that it is screwed up and down and upside down was worshipping truly. of cos i dun like screw ups haha but i thank God i had this chance to screw up to carefully learn my lesson and that i was also able to see how being child-like is imortant. afterall worship realli isnt about anything else other than having God in mind and adoring Him, tho the preparations and stuff shudnt be neglected.

jiayou on ur papers tmr to those crazy ppl whom i studied with haha. and also anyone else that has exams too! what doesn't break us will make us stronger!







oh oh, and i realli love to think of forfeits! hahaha. when i dun get the forfeits myself that is haha.
alright.. i decided to just continue blogging haha, super bored. look on if u have the time haha

Tuesday
Had a super hard time waking up in the morning cos im meeting my follow uppee for breakfast before he starts sch. i thought it was discipline problem until i felt headaches. i could feel the "gonna fall sick symptom" coming. indeed i had slight fever[actualli i think i had it since the morning but i din realise it haha] that whole day was lethargic for me. that day not onli i was sick. jeslin and yanyu too.[suddenly got quite a few people fall sick arnd that day too] we had TP prayer meet that day, thank God for those who prayed for the sick!
random: winstar once told me I people gets their energy when they are around with people, i din notice it til recently, i have tons of energy when im with people[maybe not always but most times] and i enjoy being with people haha!

Wednesday
Praise God! i was healed and no longer sick!! yay! i think if any day is the most fruitful it wud be today because i studied 3chapters+ of CCNA! oh ya prayer work wonders![just in case if u think praying is useless=P] those who were prayed for was healed or got better too! thank God! chose the songs and practised for worship with star at night. and towards the end of the day we ended with asshole daidee! hah realli fun, so long nv play ler since we "uncovered" happy family.

Thursday[Today]
AMEN! i was finally able to wake up on time to meet my follow uppees, 6.30am! so not used to it haha. tho i was late still due to some "accidents" like forgetting my ez-link not topped up and that my wallet's coins also used up. but anyhow i manage to meet them! thank God i was "late" if not i would have walked to other macs to find them if i landed near interchange by taking bus 34 due to the humongous crowd in bus 69 or bus 291. i sat down with them at small mac and talked with them, enjoyed talking with them! so glad i made it down, and for the first time i was able to meet them for breakfast, winstar happened to oversleep and not able to make it down ahaha. =/

went home to slp abit haha, met yiqin after that at arnd 11am. learnt bout which realli had some applicable points i need to apply into my life. thank God for it! went to buy food at around 1pm, when we reached in rc, i plugged into worship while yiqin was preparing sermon d. winstar came and we practised abit, din have much time to practise cos he needed to stay back suddenly. and caregroup started! realli so glad to see andrew in caregroup today, and also glad that prana asked him for caregroup! thank God for the both of you!

man.. there is no end in thanking God! thanks thanks thanks thanks!

aloy; 12:02 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

fun, fun and moreee fun!

ytd had cg! after cg we made sandwiches for our new believers tt din come for cg today, and had a small competition which had no prize. in the end ben's super duper huge monstrous sandwich won haha. we took quite a long time in doing that. me, star, my bro and yiqin we went to deliver the sandwiches to new believers we can find. mostly at their hse. my bro left earlier cos he cant go home too late, so the 3 of us went to find jordan the last new believer to visit. the journey was super entertaining for me hahaha. we tried to freak the bus driver as it was quite late and onli left the 3 of us in the front seats, so we jus started talking to the air.. saying bye after a stop etc haha. duno if we succeed tho. after visiting jordan we went to the prata shop. woooo butter prata is nice.. tho haha at quite a weird timing.. 11pm+ =/ went home at arnd 12pm+. slept at 3am cos my internet suddenly stopped working.

today went LAN shop with star in the afternoon to find contacts, cos i noe the place on fridays gt alotttt of students. yeah so we went and happen to see one of star's SOW contact together and another guy that we know of. played with them, and ate dinner after that. and one of them is gonna come tmr! yay! tmr's East Family Day is gonna be realliiiii fun! man i can feel the fun calling out to me.

i also had a good laugh when i saw ahbe's post on tricking jeslin and geckting hahahaha. alrite. gtg slp soon, will update more tmr.

aloy; 2:50 AM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

"tian hua zhou?"

haha.. my mum used to say i eat that "tian hua zhou" [direct translation: phone... porridge?=/] been so long since i've talked on phone for sooo long. talked with jordan arnd 8pm+ 9pm+. then discussed bout tmr holy comm with yiqin, and also discussed about wad we can give our new believers. something that is special, not just chocolate and an encouragement card. arhhh haha. we side tracked alot=.= talked alottt of crap.

haha i bet quite a few ppl was asked this question by geckting.. "you want to see your brain test result?" tho i noe smth crappy is about to come up i still wan to see haha. so in the end she sent me this picture.


so i asked her the same question back, while doin that i quickly editted the picture and showed her this . haha



[No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.]
[No, in all these situations we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.]

aloy; 12:37 AM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

so dumbbbb

today i had alot of troubles contacting ppl cos my hp can onli call out/ sms out but cant receive any incoming calls/ sms[on time, i will receive but at alot later]. starting frm morning til evening, i thought it was because my dad didnt pay the bills so i didnt do much about it. and til i reached home i asked my dad if he paid the bills, he said he did. so my head was filled with alot of "huh[s]?" so i "restart" my hp and guess what?! everything went back to normal=.= the whole day of difficult communication could be solved if i had jus "restarted" my hp. crapss. haha so dumb! update more later.

aloy; 8:34 PM

new things.

learned about sheep's and shepherd's motif frm yiqin today. argh, i have to talk to God more, instead of just telling Him things.

RC has new things as well! heh.. thank God for ahbe in designing the things, as to what those things are. go for your caregroups in RC and u would find out![*hint - do notice the walls]

aloy; 1:02 AM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

random.

haha.. just remembered that few wks/ months ago we played the trust game during harvestor's meet. oki. whats the trust game about? its about people forming a circle around 1 person, then the person has to relax himself/herself and rely on the people, trusting they will catch you and not let u fall. haha not an easy game to play tho. especially when our grp have ppl like winstar that likes to do special stunts. eg, sitting down and trying to catch u[normally we stand up, its alot easier to catch]. it is safer when playing it with God haha, because He will always catch us for sure! yay! haha alrite. cya

aloy; 2:11 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

yet again, so blessed!

haha sry but this is going to be a super super long post.=x

i'll start with ytd night. i was chionging my java assignment til arnd 2am+ yet i kept getting the same errors which i had no idea hw to solve it. tried to finish up in the morning b4 going sch, din manage to do it. so i had to bring it to sch and asked my frens to hlp out a lil, i was stucked on a same error for a veri long time and b4 i knew it, 15mins time and i had to go for the lab session where i had to hand in my java assignment and do my java lab test.

(this is where all my anxiousness started)
i dun have a disc, an envelope, or written my report and printing it out due to the time wasted on solving the error but of cos i was at fault too for the last min work. then i thought it shud still be ok since the teacher said he wud collect the assignment after the test, so i wud get some time to finish up the things.

and so i ran to the TP bookshop to buy a disc and ran back to IT sch and climbed stairs to my lab. managed to reach on time as my teacher previously said he would start the test on the dot, so when i reached i saw a qn on the screen and so i started to do the qn which i find myself totally unable to do it! that was the onli topic im not gd at! but thank God it was just a warm up exercise. and then after it my teacher said to hand up the assignment even b4 starting the test! so i began to panick, i din had envelope and one of my frens had 1 extra envelope left which he gave to a fren which was in the same situation as me. and without the report or burning my assignments into a disc i cant hand it up! so i had to tell the teacher tt i wud nid to hand it up after the lab test, which most likely would result in marks deduction.

as i went back to my seat, alot of thoughts went thru my mind, i knew my previous alice assignment which carries quite abit of percentage in this subject was nt well done tt i tink i wud fail(not negative thinking but cos i noe hw much work i did), and if the test is according to the PRACTICE the teacher gave us i would most likely fail tt test too, and if i had to hand up my java assignment which i had weird problems that ppl do not have and it had to get marks being deducted i would get low marks too! all these thoughts jus almost broke me down, cos i din want to fail that subject as i may have to retain for 1 more yr just because of this subject!

i was realli helpless in this situation.. smsed yiqin haha jus to grumble abit tho i din get any reply until after my exams. i remembered 1 Peter 5:7 Cast ALL your anxieties and fears onto Him, because He care. a timely "sticky reminder" by God. i was in a situation where no one can realli help me, so my conclusion was if there is anyone that can help me, ITS CERTAINLY GOD! i just threw everything onto God at that veri moment and decided to do what i can.

test paper came, i was soooo happy! the onli topic that i was not gd at didnt come out at all! at the last part i had some struggles and i managed to solve the error before exams end! praise God!! and my teacher decided to give us time til 3.45pm to hand up assignment which was alot of time! arnd 1hr+ time! i had more than enough time to finish up! thank God for my frens too who helped to buy envelopes for me and my fren while we finish up the printing and stuffs.

after all these all i could only think of was, it can only be God! i was so thankful that i relied on God and even more thankful that God was with me throughout that super tough time! that moment onli lasted for not even 2hrs yet i was on the verge of "dieing".

we had dmm at arnd 7pm, dennis taught us and i could identify with some of the points from earlier on, there was a time of sharing, i shared bout hw God pulled me thru, the more i shared the more i realised how good God is! the love that He has for us is realli unimaginable! when i was weak and helpless, God showed me how strong and reliable He was. this is not the only time, if u peeps rmb, arnd last friday i had smth similar tho the situation was better than wad i had today. i remembered that God saved me once, so He can definitely save me and my situation again!

to anyone that has assignment submissions/ tests/ presentations etc soon. JIAYOU! NEVER NEVER GIVE UP! God will nv give u up, so dun do it before God does! rmb hw He pulls u thru situations in the past, trust that He will do the same for now. 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxieties and fears onto Him, because He cares. bring God to ur assignment submissions/ tests/ presentations.
im realli so glad i have such a friend like You, God!

aloy; 11:07 PM

hsekeeping peeps look here!

realli realli thank God for everyone who came for hsekeeping today! today's hsekeeping wud be different without anyone of you!
to those who came to hsekeeping without any plans after hsekeeping(eg. studying etc) thanks for taking the effort and time down!

to those who came for hsekeeping with plans to study or even nids to reach home by a certain amount of time which u din managed to do so. thanks! ur rewards are in heaven!(maybe some detergent/soap from God. jk=P)

to those who left after hsekeeping, thanks! tho u missed the part after the hsekeeping which is normally where the fun goes. hope u all had fun during hsekeeping!

today's hsekeeping realli went beyond wad i "calculated" haha. we took more than 3hrs+ to finish up everything. but of course we did more hsekeeping than usual!! man.. i realli want to thank those who came today for hsekeeping again!!! i realli enjoyed today's hsekeeping!

its veri memorable=) now i have 2 memorable hsekeepings! first was the 7-man team hsekeeping(4 of us and Father, Holy Spirit, Son) which tho it took more effort, i enjoyed and thank God that those ppl were der to hsekeep with me! and the 2nd hsekeeping is today's! hsekeeping realli isnt just doing hse work anymore! its the spirit of the people!! everyone did what they could, wahhhh man.. realli thank God for u all! hahahaha. my day is so brightened! tho i still have one assignment and lab test to study for tmr haha. thanks peeps!

aloy; 1:02 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

unexpected wonders!

i' always hear about God being able to work in unexpected ways, in fact i experienced quite a number of it, but i was reminded about it again!

so i shall blog bout ytd haha, ytd like mentioned on friday i had 2 tests, which both of the tests i am not confident of haha, the morning was c.arc lab test, which i was kind of scared of a few qns as im not clear, thank God man! not much of those qns came out, tho a few did. i manage to score arnd half or more of the marks of the paper already! cos i did 2 qns that carried 8 and 15 marks which needed to inspected on the spot by the teacher tts why i noe i was correct=P praise God!

the 2nd test in the day, something even more unexpected happen! the passing percentage was 70%! and i got 66%, tho by right i shud be sad cos i failed, but i was very happy! but what happened nt convenient to share here heh. i committed all i have to God, and God works things out beyond my imagination and human reasonings.

all glory goes to God! thank you God!

aloy; 10:54 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007

Day 3 of munchin God's word

the east D dmm, we're having a 7 day feast on God's Word by dling the podcasts/sermons frm dennis loh's blog. today's the 3rd day! most likely will be blogging about them til the end of our feast!

something from the sermon
–Why should I ever say I can’t do something? when -Philippians 4:13 says "I can do everything through him who gives me strength."

– Why should I fear? when -2 Timothy 1:7 says "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline."

–Why should I worry and stress out? when -1 Peter 5:7 says "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."

–Why should I even feel condemned? when -Romans 8:1 says "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus."

-Why should I even feel alone? when -Hebrews 13:5 says "Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, "Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.""

–Why should I ever feel like a loser? when -Romans 8:37 says "No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us."

–Why should we ever let satan command our life or steal our identity? when -1 John 4:4 says "You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world."

my application point for these sermon is to try keep these verses in mind so whenever i face any one of these situations, i noe just how to react to it. it seems alot but i can do all things through Him who strengthens me. heh that wud already be the first memorised verse=)

was realli ganchiong-ing cos i suddenly realised i gt quite a few tests and assignments coming up, tmr have c.arc lab test and ccna test. monday have PRSP test and assignment to hand up. however its cos i din manage my time well and tts why i din manage to do much of these. and God says to me, cast all your anxieties onto me because I care for you.[1 Peter 5:7]
He also said, do not fear because I didn't give you a spirit of timidity but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.[2 Timothy 1:7]

alrightyy God i commit all i have to You, i'll do what i can and i will claim the promise that as long as i give my best, You would at the same time provide for me. in the name of Jesus, Amen!

aloy; 12:01 AM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

ever faithful

had an impromptu combined cg today, celebrated dennis chua's birthday haha. tt wud be the 3rd time a few of us is celebrating the birthday with him. this celebration was by far the most well thought of haha, the east d2 guys planned so much fer his birthday to extent of how to make him feel disappointed[they faked him into thinking that onli the dmm was attending the cg] first and after that a double surprise for him. there was realli fun games, tho the forfeit was skipped[i think it was forgotten]

i led a role in the cg which i wudnt say went very well. so i thought is it the people, the situation or me? after cg everyone left, some for dinner, some others to meet ppl. i decided to koped the opportunity to be alone in rc=p. wasnt exactly feeling gd also so i jus listened to worship songs and worship God.. woah super shiok haha dun nid to care about my surroundings since i noe im in a safe place. realli enjoyed God's presence.. it was just so comforting, knowing that God is with me just by my side. and after that i manage to clear my mind and think thru bout why my role cropped up. tho yes the ppl and situation affected how i did my role, but most importantly God told me this which i nv thought about. i wasnt serious enough about the role i led, i did preparations and stuff on our own planned caregrp[means ed1 only]. but i din notice that i wasnt serious enough til when God showed me how i easily accepted to do that role in the combined cg which i wasnt prepared enough.

isnt it great to have someone by ur side even when ur down? and u noe that this friend of yours tho u cant realli see him but He is not just another imaginary friend. all the experiences and encounters assures me that You are real! and You are always by our side, going through every single thing i go through as well. thanks God!
[to everyone that happens to read my posts and is also facing problems, dun forget to go back to God, the reason of why we even serve and persevering through problems. jiayou!]
[nothing compares to You!]

oh ya! men's event tmr haha. its got a weird name.. "operation bear..?"

aloy; 10:48 PM

Day 1 of munching on God's Word!

i normally think when im alone or when i dun nid to talk much haha. so i thought thru the periods that i realli grow much in God, it was realli when i went thru alot of problems but i overcame them by doing it with God, seeking Him and always clear my motives so i wun be deceived by my own heart.

so i told yiqin on the bus to glen's hse, that i think i shud just each day and today is the first day! i've always said i want to increase in love, bpray for problems in my life. and so i did. God is so faithful.. haha.. immediately at nite, problems came, alot of things suddenly "dropped" on me. need to settle quite a few things. at first was abit "grumpy"[its smth like arhhhhh!] in my heart but after that i was reminded that nw is the time for growth! when im able to overcome all these with God, i will grow! the thought of it overcame the "grumpiness" in my heart.


dennis loh too asked the dmm to listen to the sermon he wud post on his blog ut today God "smacked" me awake. there is NO shortcut in increasing in love but only by reading God's word everyday, meeting God everyday, then bit by bit our perspective of love would be renewed by God. k confession time haha.. im super ill-discipline and easily distracted so.. sometimes i would miss out on reading God's word everyday. thats something bad about me. also seeing the importance and value of reading God's word must increase! no matter how much i learn about love, any love is nothing if its not based on God's love, God's word.


today i tried to just spend some quiet time with God, but i din manage to til God reminded about the heart condition. God realli stirred the desire in my heart to want to submerge myself in God's presence. so calm, so still, so nice.

had a "yummy" time listening to God's Word, and also seeking Him. its like.. a slice of heaven? how we are able to just be in God's presence.
[after bad times will always come good things]

listening- My greatest love is You

aloy; 12:46 AM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

so blessed!

i did c.maths1 tut and java in the morning, thank God i manage to understand the tutorial and was able to finish it. and java! it definitely isnt smth i wud say its hard nor easy, but its irritating! to not be able to solve the problem, it definitely hlps mi to increase my ability to solve problems. wasnt able to solve one of the questions but thank God, He "showed" me how to do it. think those who experience this wud agree with me, u are stuck in the middle of studies not knowing how to continue, say a small prayer to God and after awhile.. u understand!

God really brought me a looong way for java haha.. i was so lousy at it but now im so much better! we had dinner together b4 meeting for dmm, we celebrated dennis chua's birthday! birthday's are no longer the same for me when i joined hope haha.. its not only the fun! its the concern that is shown. while we prayed for a word for chua, God dropped smth into my heart tho i hesitated but God still used me, i knew it was God and not me the moment, dennis loh said "God says to speak out in faith!" i was stunned but yet all the more amazed!

its so easy to believe what the newspaper says, Lord u are even more trustworthy compared to newspapers! God.. i want to trust u even more!

aloy; 12:37 AM

Monday, August 06, 2007

its for everyone!

today when i went to rc at arnd 11am+, saw a friend talking to yiqin outside rc, but it seems that if i went down too we will never be able to enter rc haha[cos we'll jus keep talking outside rc] so i decided to jus wait awhile on the stairs til he goes down to 9th floor for the lift. so i went down after he left which was onli 1 or 2mins haha, so we went inside rc. settle down and everything, suddenly the friend appeared at rc's door and he saw me, my first reaction was quite "huh..." cause we were going to discuss smth soon, he wud ask us qns non-stop. yiqin came to the door also and so he asked us if he can join us for the discussion, so we explained to him slowly why its inconvenient but he refuses to listen and kept asking[he is abit low in iq]. in the end after 10mins+ or more, no choice but to jus close the wooden door. indeed he left after that. i think me and yiqin wudnt have spoke nicely to him.. explain the details.. when we noe he wudnt quite understand it clearly. thats why God's love is for everyone! no matter who you are, how old you are. God's love is still for YOU! the extent of God's love is sooo boundless.

we also had studies in the afternoon[ok.. not all of us studied much] there was a few more ppl than the usual tp study grp haha, and then a spark by yiqin who asked us to play "jack"[a card game] to accompany the new believer, in the end almost the whole tp grp played while the new believer dun wan play, he played chess in the end. so the grp of us playing jack, slowly moved on to other games as well haha. we played for super long time before deciding ok.. time to study haha which was already 5pm.[some of them studied here and there when they won the game or smth lidat]. studying for awhile[not sure if have 30mins haha] then a commotion by ahbe came, she "created" the "xu chun mei" of the rc comm haha. realli quite alike heh. =X then more of stupid photos were in process haha, not long after that, a call to play "family" game[a card game, the one that nids to collect a family of 4 de], then i played. =p argh.. was so close to winning haha.. but that was definitely enjoyable and fun!=) tho at the end of the day i think i was the most unfruitful one, only writing a few lines of java script. thank God fer the ppl der haha, the grads especially since most of the ppl i played with was grads =X realli enjoyed! at least i manage to get myself some "rest".

[to love God more, also means to love people more. how much do we love God?]
[trusting God in different circumstance always bring unexpected blessings]

aloy; 8:53 AM

Sunday, August 05, 2007

counting..

alrite time to apply the application points i learnt from dennis' teaching at harvestor's meet today, which is to count my blessings!

seriously im super blessed by God as i look back, things like praying for buses! u can say its coincidence for once OR twice but hw can it be coincidence when its numerous times! im jus gonna share one SUPER freaking cool bus prayer. i was gonna be late for my lessons if im not wrong, think it was either a lab or tutorial cos i rmb i was super panicky ler, but God prompted me to step out in faith! so i was like ok God.. im gonna close my eyes and count to 15, send me a bus 291 alrite?! so i counted.. i was so nervous, soon it was 13.. 14.. 15.. even the moment to open my eyes was scary! but i opened my eyes and turned back to face the direction the buses normally come, and bus 291 came!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so glad and overjoyed! its totally impossible to say that its not God! of all timings! right after i count 15 and turned back! c'mon! dun deceive urself if ur telling urself rite now its a coincidence!

i have realli good experiences of bus prayers[due to my bad habit of procrastinating in going to sch earli cos of the realli gd location im in which is super close to my sch.] man.. there was even 1 more time which i asked for a bus 291 while i refused to board bus 69 when its right infront of my eyes! because i noe by taking bus 291 i can reach my sch faster, and i also noe that God wud want to give the best to me! and indeeeeed, bus 291 came not long after! praise God!

so many times when i fear and so many times God said, "I am here."
thats.. the voice that still the waves and calms the sea. thank you God! for giving me the privillege to have a relationship with u! and experiencing a life thats different from what i used to lead! I LOVE YOU GOD!

[The doors that God has opened, NO one can close. If God is for us, who can be against us?!]
[our God, is the God of impossiblities, if u dare to say its impossible, i dare you to trust God!]

aloy; 1:43 AM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

wooooooo!

saturday was definitely fun and amazing! jordan, zi hao and douglas converted! realli glad and thank God for it! haha. we went to watch simpsons, haha its ok larh.. wad can i say haha.. its funny? yup.. i guess thats all haha. but it was realli fun!! oh. we ate dessert together too! i dun have the picture nw but we had the whole place to ourselves! cos no more customers liao haha =D fun man!

thats of cos not all! ytd we had our dmm celebration! when theres work, theres reward! to those who din work and had reward, repent! haha =X we ate dinner at 85, at first we met at tp and it started to rain! if u noe wer bedok 85 is, eating indoors isnt as enjoyabe as eating outdoors! so we prayed that there wud be no rain, and when we stepped out of our bus, there was NO rain! thank God! when we sat down and talked awhile, it started drizzling but thank God the auntie allowed us to move our tables by the corridor so we had shelter frm rain! food of course was nice and we had victory! the guys grp realli grew alot since the last camp. thank God for it ! yeah! haha. i realli enjoyed the presence of every single one of them=D

and lastly! try out this website

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm its from dennis loh's blog haha. as usual he and his crappiness brought about the introduction of this game! its quite fun tho, take a look at my score! heh.


man.. was in interchange mac jus nw with dennis and star studying jus nw, and after the studies there is a need to relax! so i played.. i wanted to break 1 million so much and finalli came the moment.. i saw the dove and i hit it! 1 MILLION WAS MINE!! haha i uncontrollably shouted haha, shocked dennis who was beside me and also on the phone! haha! alrite. thats all for nw. cya!

aloy; 2:29 AM