Sunday, January 27, 2008

CRAZYYYY!

haha i went to just look at my old blog starting from the very first post. my old blog is realli dumb ! argh! like a jokebook. argh!

things i noticed before i received Christ:
-saturdays were ALWAYS sian... .... ... in my posts
-almost 5 days out of a week is SIAN!!
-my life was really meaningless LOL! seriously! my posts dun even last more than 5 lines i think. and that is basically my whole DAY! compare it to my current posts HAHA!
-i am someone that thinks quite negatively about situations
-i definitely went through tough situations on my own(since i dunno God yet, i wasnt able to choose to go thru it with God)
-SOMEONE THAT PLAYS TOO MUCH COMPUTER GAMES!!! my schedule of a normal school day is : 7am - 2pm (sleep in school) 2pm to 6am next morning(play computer, meals and everything is done facing my computer!)
-i have already known that there is a God somewhere and i even prayed to "God" at that moment of time not knowing who God really is.
-i am quite insecure!
-i was never able to overcome struggles.(serious trouble in trying to kick the habit of playing computer games tho i know i need to and i try my best to.)


things i have noticed after i received Christ:
-Saturdays were no longer SIAN! but fun and exciting!
-7 days out of a week is nothing but fun and excitement! tho the word "sian" still comes once a in green moon.
-i think about situations alot more positively!
-my posts are alot more longer filled with so much more fun in serving God!=)
-i no longer go thru tough situations on my own but rather every tough situation with God!=)
-my schedule of a whole day of playing computer games can even be lesser than 2 hrs! sometimes i dun even play games at all!
-i was able to overcome so much more struggles! insecurity, playing computer games, impatience. AND SO MUCH MORE!! and of course this couldnt have been possible with God
-I had hope in my life. I had a purpose in my life, and most importantly, i really LIVED!



these are not even half of what God has changed me in. NOT EVEN HALF!!!
GOD! You have really been really really good to me.


if you really want to see how God can change lives with His love, you should really take a look at my old blog. i dun tink i wanna make it public yet haha so ask me for access to it. PS: you don't need to do it on the tagboard haha! u can jus msn me or sms me.

I AM A CHILD OF GOD! A FRIEND OF JESUS! and i pray i will never be ashamed to speak of God's goodness ever.

not even thanking You a million times could ever be enough, i will offer You my life instead. thank You Jesus, greatest friend ever. And for this i will bear Your cross for You and those around me and live a life worthy of bearing Your cross.-Your child and friend, Barnabas Aloysius.

aloy; 3:30 AM