Tuesday, October 30, 2007
consistency
alrite sry haha! din manage to blog ytd like i said i wanted to. the sharing of what i learn more of God part. some days i may or may not share haha. cos i have a QT journal u see. so i might jus write it der and not here =xSundayanyways alrites ytd. we met 2pm at pasir ris control station as we were planning to meet and discuss sometings before we go for free inline skating! but however when i was at home jus before i left, the sky looked realli dark to me haha. im like "oh no..."we discussed on who are our main sow contacts. and i was just playing.. singing rain down haha.. but i realli felt it wud rain haha. weather looks like it. but anyway was in a sense gd for us as well. cos we gt pang seh-ed at the last moments haha. thank God we can still use this again nx time, tho its postponed.we went to the library to further discuss as rain was getting realli big haha, papers flying all over and some getting wet! some contact lists! nooo~ haha. so we changed place. now i believe we are much more ready to make full use of our time! tho i dun have holidays more=) we can do as much all those who has holidays! in spirit! and to the best of our time.we had dinner after that, and bingliang had a few interesting qns in mind. he asked me, and at first i was like "huh?" haha. tho in the end we still dun get a conclusion(whole things realli complicated haha. bingliang din noe hw to phrase the exact words for what he wants to ask as well. ) but i realli learnt a few things in that process. that God is realli so smart! i noe its like "duh, He's God." but im realli so amazed. and i realli realise how even more humble God was. the decision to give us freewill, but at the risk of losing us. by love and not just authority, He gave us that freewill. think some may not understand what it means haha cos i tink i din phrase it well. i dun exactly noe hw but God is realli so smart and humble! and of cos i want to be more Christ-like. especialli being smarter haha.=)Today(Monday)Had lessons as per normal. i was kinda tired, haha i tink i slept abit too late. =x i'll slp earlier.. and the morning lecture was too much for me. me and my friends decided to go off after the 1st hr of the lecture, its so information-based. which makes me feel like nt goin for it anymore.. haha shucks. =x i'll still go! no worries =D had our first contact with security subject's lab session! fun! hahahaha. oh my goodness.. i nw kinda understand how keyloggers work. theres so much thing computer can do! muahahaha! oh .. we are supposed to be trained to be white hat hackers/ethical hackers which also means to hlp ppl cover up loopholes in systems or programs. but ehem.. we're abit going off the track =x the black hat road?(takes advantages of those loopholes) NO LAH HAHA! im not gonna say that i will learn how to take control of other people's computer, see what they are doing or chatting about. i will not say that. =P tho all of that wud be illegal without permission haha. so no worries those around me=D *grins*thank God haha, i was supposed to end at 6pm today(such a long day.. haha) but the last 2 hrs were labs on DBIS(Database Information System) which is the same subject as the lecture in the morning, one i went off halfway. =x(wouldn't absorb anymore tt was why i left.) praise God He helped me in understanding the steps. our tutor said it will onli take 1hr(means we will go off 1hr earli! at 5pm!) however me and a few other friends finished it 15mins earlier, our work. blessed! =)managed to met up with the harvestors of east D! they were meeting at 5pm so i wasnt supposed to be able to do that. had dinner tgt and our plan for alvin's birthday celebration started. i was supposed to try and drag the time by accompanying alvin to print lyrics and do somethings while the others prepare. no plan in mind what the somethings wud be at that moment haha! thank God dennis loh haven arrived, i was able to drag the time abit more just so the preparations wud be ready.alvin was supposed to blow off and pick up the candles that were lined in the corridors of engine sch leading to the room we were in. which had 17 small bakeries, muffins etc. and with 17 candles on it all around tables in the room. lights off and everything, it looked realli nice=) however some things happened haha, some lecturers were lurking around looking at those candles so we quickly picked up the candles and cleared the place haha. tho things were abit off plan but still quite ok =Dlearnt a few things in the harvestor's meet for the whole unit. points in improving our worship leading and guitar skills for worship. and also about ownership of a group. how it wud lead people to doing several things for the grp without being asked. we had a small activity as well, which reminded of how reliable God is as a stronghold, a refuge(this wud be what i noe more of God today) the activity realli showed me, yes we can work more in a team, which will definitely be more powerful in whatever we do. however individually to also have the most powerful team ever in the things we do. me,Father,Holy Spirit, Son. to always go back to God for strength, to always be firm in Him and His word. and most impotantly the keep in focus of our objectives.those are also gd points in constant renewal of our spirit, keeping in focus of why we do the things we do, to be in contact as much as possible as we can with God, and keeping God's words in our hearts and life.to be more consistent in what i do as well. that would be basically faithfulness=) grow grow grow! thank you God for the whole day You have blessed me with! thanks! =Dto the end of times, i'll still sing of Your praise. keep me by Your side for eternity so i can do that! =D amen.
aloy; 12:02 AM
