Friday, October 26, 2007

another long post.

its consisting two days thus the long post. sry haha.

if its too long for you, please find the part wer i have a testimony. i bolded the word TESTIMONY so u can find it easier if u wan

Yesterday(25/10/07)

Had class in the morning, its was quite gd. manage to learn more about java. then had lunch with yiqin and received a teaching on how to handle "seasons" in my spiritual life and the benefits of being able to handle it. had a really dry tutorial after that, its dry and the lecturer is not say very gd in communicating with students. so ended up quite boring, guess i shud tell the lecturer bout it soon haha.

we had swimming for cg after that! fun! haha i like the slides =x super fun sliding down lol! =x after swimming we met with some interesting events. in the guys' toilet, i noticed cubicle with door closed when we just came into the complex changing into shorts. it was weird. why? because i saw this pink slippers which seems like a girl's, din bother much and jus went off.

after swimming for 2 hrs+ while waiting for the others to ready. i noticed this very same cubicle doors still closed and pink slippers. was realli intrigued by it now. yiqin and ben kaypoh-ed and check from below to see if anyone is inside. they saw no legs. thank God for the light He created. i saw that person's shadow on the ground moving, he was on the bench in the cubicle. i was veri tempted to jus knock the door but din. in the end a kind hearted uncle saw that the person's cubicle door's knob dropped off. knocked on the person's door, at first the person reluctant to come out. after awhile he still came out, was quite shocked on seeing him. looks feminine. not sure but he may be a trans. WELL. i said may because of the benefit of doubt. having someone staying in a cubicle for more than 2hrs(or even more i do not know) is realli suspicious. went to tell the admin in the office lol. i wonder if they did anything after that.

anyway alrites enough bout that haha. we went down to brendon's hse vicinity for dinner. had a great time eating, thank God for winstar who came down despite having O lvls nx day. had a great time blessing one another as well. talked with prana and realised something i tink i wud want to pass down to my own ppl. we know QT has an equation, worship+praying+word. randomly came out of my thoughts. MAK.(pronounced as mack) meet, apply, know. covers the objectives of a QT. to meet God, to apply His Word, to know Him more. interesting heh.. mak.

late in the night i was frustrated over some stuffs. and din manage to get someone to talk to til even later in the night. i noe im frustrated over the wrong stuffs and i tried to settle it. in the end i jus got a lil less frustrated haha. and i decided to run away from some stuffs. u can say that this nite was a down time for me. realli down haha. just went to sleep after that. i definitely thought thru why God wanted me to go thru this

Today(26/10/07)
in the morning i woke up, not as frustrated anymore and infact my heart was much more open to God than i was last nite. when i was brushing my teeth, God spoke to me about the teaching i received yesterday. weee, God was really faithful in growing me. but i werent as faithful in applying what i learnt. repent.. and so i thank God for that time when He quieten down my heart.

and so i was finally thinking of how to get thru the "winter" of a spiritual life from what i learnt ytd. to renew myself, which is to experience God. and to reconvict of what i know thats accordin to the word. i approached a grp of threes in the interchange, thank God for bing liang who nudged me on them. i approached and did a small survey and they were realli responsive! and slowly their friends gathered around, 1 arrived on bike the other 3 jus came down from bus. suddenly frm 3 to 7 ppl. thank God! i managed to get down the "leaders" of that grp. after that then i realise OH YAH THEY ARE PRIMARY 6! and they are going to be sec 1s nx yr! praise God haha.

i went to sow later. thank God man! cos i dun realli noe the way der! i miraculously alighted at the correct stop and reached the place! weee. when i reached wer they were i was shocked cos there were onli 4 ppl i thought. turn out got a whole bunch of them including girls around 10 i think. thank God someone whom we noe from cornerstone was der too. same as us, staying back to support their youths in cornerstone. had a fruitful time SOW-ing. and i was on my way back to meet qin and the rest.


TESTIMONY!
i took bus 60, alighted at somewer i duno haha. then i saw bus 65 and was about to board it. then i realised.. my wallet is not in my pocket. i searched my bag, its not in der as well! at that moment im like "oh gosh.. God dun joke with me haha.." my money, ic, ez link, matric card and most importantly the wallet itself. and im also stranded der since i dun have anything to pay for a bus fare. i thank God too! that i did not lose my phone, i was able to contact ppl for hlp. praise God. tho i lost my wallet(like almost everything i need to travel around and out of that place) but still i din gan-chionged much. thank God for yiqin who hlped me prayed. and i was just alrites God, just bring me through this. with that i left everything to God. haha! der wasnt anything else i cud do.

i was prepared to ask the bus driver if he can let me on the bus for free to eunos haha!(cos i can get hlp der from yiqin's mum. thanks for offering hlp=) ) i din want to trouble others haha. and then.. i jus check my bag to see if i have return my bro his ez link.(tho i noe i alrd return it to him, i was jus checking haha) and SURPRISE! I FOUND MY MUM'S EZ LINK INSTEAD! i forgot to return to her as i lent it from her few days ago. PRAISE GOD for that blessing! i went to eunos still, to check if my wallet is der(bus 60 stops in eunos int) along the way i read the joshua book.(im finishing! last chapter left!) was greatly blessed by it as i slowly evaluate my life according to the questions. as i also remembered on trusting God completely for my wallet which is lost. thank God i had that ez link.

and on the way home, God spoke to me about using this as a testimony for my mother. my mum talked to me about her religion being better than mine in the afternoon. of cos i told her wad she thought was wrong. ask me more bout this if u want. then i shared to her the testimony i saw during church anniversary, where the lil girl was totally healed for her legs! its impossible for a unequal legs(1 leg shorter, 1 leg longer) to be equal.(not too sure if medical science if able to do that) so i shared to her, she is like "u sure anot, u also nv see it for urself" im like there are even pictures of before and after, wadsmore theres no nid to fake a testimony out. she said something like "you zhen me shen qi meh"(got so miraculous meh?) i said "yah.. its God's doing leh.. hahaha.." in chinese.

WELL WELL! God spoke to me about telling my mum about losing my wallet upon reaching home. and telling her that God will find my wallet and prove God's realness to her! i was so shocked haha. bt i rmb hw joshua was able to listen to God and at the same obeyed and asked of things in faith powerfully! so i prayed too that God will find my wallet. when i was reaching home, i was thinking hw to bring bout this to my mum nicely. and i cudnt think of any. i reached home, 1st thing God hlped me with. i cant open my hse door so i asked my mum to hlp me. she asked me wer was my wallet. i said i lost it=x haha alrites. skip evrything i still duno hw to bring across to her what God spoke to me to tell her at a gd timing.


Suddenly she approached to me after i was telling God how to tell her and she sai, "ni de shang di leh? mei you bao hu ni ah."(wer is your God? nv protect u ah?" at that very moment, i knew. I KNEW ITS GOD! GOD IS DEFINITELY REAL! HOW CAN HE BE NOT REAL! and because my parent's religion dun believe der is God. i told her "human at most can onli do their best by reporting lost itms to authorities and hope it will be found, but what God can do is much more, He can make a lost wallet found." with this i added "just you wait til my God finds my wallet for me, you will know that He is real."(i din say this with a challenging tone, jus normal. its directly translated from chinese so.. =x)

my wallet will be found! hlp mi pray for it as well! thanks

Matthew 6:33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

God will provide for me and my family. not giving up til the very last moment.

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