Wednesday, August 08, 2007

ever faithful

had an impromptu combined cg today, celebrated dennis chua's birthday haha. tt wud be the 3rd time a few of us is celebrating the birthday with him. this celebration was by far the most well thought of haha, the east d2 guys planned so much fer his birthday to extent of how to make him feel disappointed[they faked him into thinking that onli the dmm was attending the cg] first and after that a double surprise for him. there was realli fun games, tho the forfeit was skipped[i think it was forgotten]

i led a role in the cg which i wudnt say went very well. so i thought is it the people, the situation or me? after cg everyone left, some for dinner, some others to meet ppl. i decided to koped the opportunity to be alone in rc=p. wasnt exactly feeling gd also so i jus listened to worship songs and worship God.. woah super shiok haha dun nid to care about my surroundings since i noe im in a safe place. realli enjoyed God's presence.. it was just so comforting, knowing that God is with me just by my side. and after that i manage to clear my mind and think thru bout why my role cropped up. tho yes the ppl and situation affected how i did my role, but most importantly God told me this which i nv thought about. i wasnt serious enough about the role i led, i did preparations and stuff on our own planned caregrp[means ed1 only]. but i din notice that i wasnt serious enough til when God showed me how i easily accepted to do that role in the combined cg which i wasnt prepared enough.

isnt it great to have someone by ur side even when ur down? and u noe that this friend of yours tho u cant realli see him but He is not just another imaginary friend. all the experiences and encounters assures me that You are real! and You are always by our side, going through every single thing i go through as well. thanks God!
[to everyone that happens to read my posts and is also facing problems, dun forget to go back to God, the reason of why we even serve and persevering through problems. jiayou!]
[nothing compares to You!]

oh ya! men's event tmr haha. its got a weird name.. "operation bear..?"

aloy; 10:48 PM