Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Day 1 of munching on God's Word!

i normally think when im alone or when i dun nid to talk much haha. so i thought thru the periods that i realli grow much in God, it was realli when i went thru alot of problems but i overcame them by doing it with God, seeking Him and always clear my motives so i wun be deceived by my own heart.

so i told yiqin on the bus to glen's hse, that i think i shud just each day and today is the first day! i've always said i want to increase in love, bpray for problems in my life. and so i did. God is so faithful.. haha.. immediately at nite, problems came, alot of things suddenly "dropped" on me. need to settle quite a few things. at first was abit "grumpy"[its smth like arhhhhh!] in my heart but after that i was reminded that nw is the time for growth! when im able to overcome all these with God, i will grow! the thought of it overcame the "grumpiness" in my heart.


dennis loh too asked the dmm to listen to the sermon he wud post on his blog ut today God "smacked" me awake. there is NO shortcut in increasing in love but only by reading God's word everyday, meeting God everyday, then bit by bit our perspective of love would be renewed by God. k confession time haha.. im super ill-discipline and easily distracted so.. sometimes i would miss out on reading God's word everyday. thats something bad about me. also seeing the importance and value of reading God's word must increase! no matter how much i learn about love, any love is nothing if its not based on God's love, God's word.



today i tried to just spend some quiet time with God, but i din manage to til God reminded about the heart condition. God realli stirred the desire in my heart to want to submerge myself in God's presence. so calm, so still, so nice.

had a "yummy" time listening to God's Word, and also seeking Him. its like.. a slice of heaven? how we are able to just be in God's presence.
[after bad times will always come good things]

listening- My greatest love is You

aloy; 12:46 AM