Wednesday, July 25, 2007

one of the worst days..

yesterday (24th july) was one of the worst days i had.. i seldom fall sick.. maybe once in a yr or more.. but that once is always very jialat de.. so ytd i woke up at 6am+ and start going to toilet, had diarrhoea and also vomitted.. it was super uncomfortable.. i went veri often til arnd 9am+ , 10am+.. then i realised i have fever too! man.. nid to run to toilet then no strength to go too! and i practically vomitted the dinner i ate the nite b4 out bit by bit! argh! it was a torture man.. held on to God realli.. clinged on to God tightly.. prayed and prayed.. when der was no more food, i started to vomit out liquid[maybe the soup. ewww gross..] and me being sua gu din noe stomache cant drink milk.. so i drank strawberry milk.. guess what? within 10mins i vomitted it out.. i was practically stuck between lying on the bed and being in the toilet..

God realli blessed me with wad i realli needed, i thought what i needed frm God was just healing of my illness. but! God showed me the extent of His love for me by sending ppl to bless me by caring and concerning, my bro & yiqin prayed for me and yiqin bought some medicine for stomache de [its alot of small small pills and nid to take it by a handful of them tt type.] i realli got better after the prayers and medicine! i managed to sleep well at arnd 3pm+[FINALLY! tho by this time i dun visit the toilet that often anymore.. most likely cos my stomache's alrd emptied..], cos running to toilet at random timings kept me awake since 6am!

went to see doctor at arnd 7pm+.. i have stomache flu and indigestion and also fever! but i tink the doctor forgot to check for fever which i also forgot bout.. when i reached home then i realised i dun have any fever medicine! the supposingly ineffective panadol pills were effective for me that nite! thank God ![i felt so burnt tt nite but yet i cant do anything cos im soo weak..] and also thank God for my family, they were kept busy trying to hlp me.. like putting a cold tower on my forehead to cool me down, and also simple things like trying to get something cos i was totally drained. such a terrible situation i was in..

but guess what?! im already almost healed!!! in God's timing, everything will fall in place! within a day! AMEN! but at the same time i found another bad combination of illness.. last time it was cough, fever and flu.. nw its definitely stomache flu, indigestion and fever! dennis also gave me a call at nite to jus check on how i was doing, which i also thought that being in the family of God is realli different, its the real care and concern that makes the difference!


[and when im weak, You are strong!]

aloy; 1:36 PM