Tuesday, April 01, 2008

u noe me.

PS: theres some interesting video tt yiqin posted quite long ago on his blog. one on cj7 and its mistakes etc. can go take a look at www.burningforchrist.blogspot.com to view the video haha.


anyway today God really fan-ed up my conviction of living a focused life for Him even more. when we evaluated and discussed with dennis loh on hw our holidays have been spent so far and we rated it. for myself i really want to make full use of every single minute that i have, i haven reached tt yet but im striving towards it. i wasted alot of time at home which is smth tt i nid to improve on. bt when im outside im able to make use of time more wisely which is smth tt is good, i need to keep tt up and use it as wisely as possible.

when only me, alvin, star and qin left. we decided to embark on a positive speech week. im serious about it. i'll try my best to not suan or whatsoever as much as possible haha. im still finding out on if suan-ning is smth tt shud be done. or rather hw it shud be done if its ok. and also of course! being positive in all circumstance, ALL circumstance! our speech affects others alot. EVEN if its just playing, if u keep talkingly negatively about smth or someone, it may pull down a person unknowingly whether you want or not! so i encourage anyone that reads this very post, embark with us on a positive speech week! try ur best to encourage others and in times of troubles or situations. speak positively still, however that optimism shud be based on God's word as much as possible! the effects of being arnd positive speaking is amazing. experience it on ur own.

we(me, star and yiqin) had lunch tgt. and share some thoughts and things we've learnt or experience lately. really had a great time talking to them and learning frm their life. then qin and i went for shepherding. learnt a great lesson of leadership from qin.

no matter where we are, or what we do or how many people we lead. its never about being a leader, its ALWAYS about being CLOSE to God! tts smth tt God has really spoke to me a few wks back then. ur desire shud never be different, it shud always be desiring for God, not desiring to be a leader. really very important truth that we shud get. that i need to keep it in my mind always.

for this whole week, personally my objective for the week would be. to live a focused life for God. personal and ministry wise. it will be super focused on God, tt would be my aim. theres only 3 weeks left. but there is STILL 3 weeks of holidays left. im going to make as much use as possible, i look forward to the end of this week when i continue to a focused man of God for eternity. a God-focused person can change history, what about 3? 5? 10? discipleship is important! im going to get a new generation of men up! of course with everyone else!=)
tts basically my whole day. a whole day of conviction in living a very focused life with God.




God You know me, You've been thru what i've been thru. Help me to keep my focus, help me to constantly place You as my top priority, help me to live out my convictions and hlp me to fan my convictions, help me, help me, help me. i will persevere thru everything with You. its not going to be easy, but it will never be too tough. without You im indeed nothing much. God i present all i am to You, my brokeness, my talents and my time. make and mould me to be all You want me to be. in Jesus' name. Amen!

its never about me, its always about You, Jesus. my most sincere prayer, help me.

aloy; 3:51 AM