Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i've survived and im alive!

yeah! haha sry din post ytd about what happened after my last words. i was realli tired haha at the end of the whole day.

when i finished posting at arnd 2am+ i decided to really sleep cos i realli cant get any ideas or anything out of my mind. so i slept at 3am and decided jus to slp for arnd 2hrs and wake up at 5am to complete my projects.

realli thank God! cos i think i snoozed my phone alarm at 5am and normally i would just sleep all the way(which my classmate did! the difference between having God and not having God! wahaha!). God woke me up at 6am instead! i felt really refreshed afterall and worked on my project, tho i was quite panicky i noe God is with me so i did things steadily and managed to complete most of the work for one of the project and around 1/3 of the project for the other. really thank God for helping me to focus on my project.

And so i went to school at arnd 10am, as i went to school i really prayed to God that my friends wun be discouraging haha! that wud the last thing i wud ever need or shud i say i dun nid it a single bit at all haha! and also i was really kinda stressed because as i thought of the day ending i was filled with so much relief haha! cos no matter what i would have already survived and gone through with everything that i need to do!

and so i reached my school.. i saw only one classmate of mine sitting at the concourse and so i approached him, thank God! when i sat with him no discouragements! he asked me bout hw my project and presentation is and directed me to the rest of the class chionging. i felt really comforted and less stressed around him haha. and as i go down to the lab my class is in, they werent the normal "AH! GG!(good game which also means game over for me)". tho they were not encouraging me as well but we were kinda like going thru the same stuffs so it was quite comforting as i was not chionging alone!(tho i noe God is with me but it adds on to the comfort of my heart)

and time came, we had to go for presentation. i accompanied my friend's to a few places and was abit late! but i thank God that i was at the same time able to provide support to my classmates or rather my friends! and when we went into the lecture theatre, weird and funnily as i think back i was no longer nervous or panicky anymore! and thank God that how people is going to go up and present one by one is by volunteering and not by register number! COS IM NUMBER 2! PHEW!! haha! and i was able to prepare for my presentation frm scratch at that point of time! praise God! i prepared quite sufficiently before it was my turn to present. i encouraged some of my friends and at the same time, i think its really in us that when we see things that are wrong we have a desire to change it! cos as the 1st classmate went up to present and came back there wasnt any applause nor any form of support to him! and it seemed that no one had the intention of doing so among the 20+ people that were alot closer to him than me!

and so i started the clapping and cheering for the consequent ones and others followed! i believe that is what i want at the moment of time when i go up to present as well, not just moral support but through supporting with our actions! this is what we know that is right, and so we should uphold it.

anyway haha.. then there wasnt enough time left! earlier on there was 10mins for everyone and my lecturer cut it down to arnd 3-4mins for everyone. and no matter how many slides we have, choose 4 of the slides and present it. sounds bad rite? BUT at the same time he said that those who presented earlier did not present correctly as that was not what he wanted. he told us what he really wanted and so i was able to present better! THANK GOD!!!! i really really thank God that i was able to bless my friends/classmates during that period of time with the gifts that God blessed me with.

and so we went to chiong for our next project tgt with the few of us still left in the lecture theatre. we went to the room that we would have our lessons first. did abit and then teacher came in haha. while the rest of the class came realli late cos they did their project first before coming in into the class, like around 1hour late=_= i approached the teacher at the end of the class and told her i hand in tmr instead haha, tho the marks wud be minused by 10%. but i thank God its 10% and not 20%! cos by right if its more than 1 day it should be 20% i think. and so with that i was relaxed already!

had dmm after that and realli had a great time of learning from the word of God! and also hearing a great testimony of life changing after a shepherd went all out for the sheep. realli encouraging and inspiring=)

but ultimately the whole day i thank God He really sustained me throughout! and i was thinking to God like there wasnt any crazy events that happened like previous times. but i think God really noes whats the best for us! i really enjoy the comfort and peace that God had brought into my heart through the people around me. thank You very much God! oh yah! that was what i prayed for before i got onto the bus to school as well, for God's peace to be within throughout the day. thanks God! for hearing my prayers always and blessing it! -Your child, Aloysius.

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