Wednesday, January 09, 2008

enjoyable life with God!

shall share jus a few things of what happen past few days haha. we got our term tests results back. on tuesday when i got the 1st result, i was quite shocked. not because i did well but because i failed! in fact i was quite in the daze-mode after that haha. was quite sad since i failed for that subject, and what's more that subject is something i studied for more haha. and so the daze-mode continued throughout the day til i received my next paper. in the process i was hoping to meet some hope ppl i know of haha, the presence of u peeps realli gives comfort haha. tho i think i should rely on God more haha.

and the 2nd result came, was super scared i wud fail again! then my teacher said something comforting, that our class did quite well and no one FAILED! i was really like, THANK GOD!!! and so in the night as i think through my whole day. i thank God that i actualli failed my subject! not because i like to fail... haha. but because i was even more motivated to study and do well for my subjects! projects, sem test etc.

i got 2 other results today. the 1st result came back, i failed. ahhh =x but tho this time i wasnt quite affected haha because the subject was realli studied the las min, i thank God i onli failed borderlinely. praise God haha, yes i will do better nx test! and the 2nd result when i saw i got 24marks. i was like huh.... i fail again? cos normally total marks is 50, and im like missing just 1 mark from passing. so was sad haha, UNTIL our tutor said that the paper is actualli over 40! i was like YAY!! was realli super happy hahahaha. turns out my result is actualli not that bad. praise God!

then today i saw nicholas outside the library doing stuffs, i joined him for awhile and just talked to him for awhile. talked about ministry and stuffs. one thing i said i think is really quite true. i think someone who is able to count his blessings and thank God in every situation would definitely be able to live a more enjoyable life with God! imagine every situation we face that is not what we WANT, then we complain.. grumble.. blame God.. blame ppl. wun our lives be realli sad? hahaha. so wanna live a more enjoyable life with God? start to thank God in every circumstance.

i learned this sentence from winstar long ago which til today i still find it true. there is no circumstance where you cant find anything to thank God for. and i started out finding things to thank God for quite funnily ahaha. i still rmb the first time i took the step to thank God for something that happened which is not what i WANTed. i was late for school despite waking up earli i think haha. and so i thanked God that i was not later than i was already! and then when i head down for the bus stop, i prayed for a bus to come as soon as i reach the bus stop! and God blessed that prayer of mine and there was indeed a bus to bring me to school! and i was able to reach school on the dot haha! praise God!

so yup. this is shud be sort of a lifestyle to thank God in every circumstance. of course there are times when i forget bout counting my blessings, but i know why im able to thank God in my studies is because i've experienced and counted blessings for my studies and i know that God is good! amen! haha

if you are seeing this post and you realise you haven't been counting your blessings much, try what i've done! to thank God for in every circumstance! starting may be like quite "forced" cos its the first step you are making, but as time goes by you will find yourself thanking God realli in every circumstance and also from the bottom of your heart=)

a thankful heart is something God looks for too. cya!=)

aloy; 11:03 PM