Monday, October 22, 2007
trust!
yes! I GOT FRENCH! I GOT IT!i'll share of how i got it.brief shortly again on hw the whole thing started. at first i din get into french like yiqin and dennis chua did. although i applied on the same day as the both of them.and so from last thursday til today. at first i was kinda disappointed and abit discouraged since everyone who wanted french in yhope-tp got french, except me! but however God throughout the whole time, spoke to me tons of stuffs. my calling from God, my purpose, my perspectives, my focus. almost every single part of my life that needed a change to be more Christ-like.at first of why i really wanted to get in french was two reasons. wanted to be with everyone who had french, and because i really like french. however throughout the time God changed my perspectives and my heart til the point i wasnt as affected as i was in the first place if i din get to take french with everyone else.as u can see from my recent posts, i was really greatly blessed by God's presence. the renewing of heart and spirit was what i really needed.therefore by ytd(sunday) i really had faith that i would get french, i had a gd feeling of that too. more like God's assurance. and today when i went down to get my queue number(its done cos its by a first come first serve basis) and my number was 2018! i was shocked! i was thinking does that mean i have 2017 people before me going for add/drop too?! and french a popular CDS wud most likely be opted for too. but i still believe God would work somehow in this situation. later on i met gock and jes, i heard the news of all the classes were full! once again, i trusted in God that He would do something. all these impossible things happening! but i held firm to God's assurance that i would be in french and also nothing is impossible for God!and just before i went to meet my CP(care person, someone like form teacher.) to get him fill up the comment box need to be filled by CP. i think i was quite troublesome. =x at first i went to meet him before he started his lecture, he wrote only the part of why he recommends me to take my CDS. after that i realised the front part needs to be filled up too! please note that it is not compulsory to get both filled up. but i had a strong prompt from God that i need to get him to fill up the front part too. i was hesitating tho cos i troubled him quite abit on msn and handphone=x(yes i was realli desperate to get into french. overflow of my desire! take note.) oh yah. back to just before i met my CP the 2nd time. i received a really encouraging news from denise! she told me there was still 112 vacancies for french! praise God!!!! was what i really felt! =D but tho this doesnt mean that 2017 people before me diminishes haha. but i thought ok i will give my best to get french, the rest i'll leave it to God. but i really thank God for my CP! despite me having troubled him so much, he offered to accompany me down to hand in the form. i felt really blessed=) and so i handed in the form, the person told me to check my timetable tmr(tuesday, 23/10/07) at 4pm.when i reached home at nite! arnd 10pm+ i onlined and gock suddenly msn-ed me, telling me i got in french! tho i dun tink she wud be jking but i still felt like i shud cfm it with my own eyes! ITS SO UNBELIEVABLE THAT I WOULD GET IN FRENCH. when i first knew i was in french, i was speechless! full of thanksgiving to God! so happy too!but what i really gained throughout today's happening, i learnt as i slowly blogged down about this. was what we really would do for what we truly desire. i think ppl arnd me saw hw i went crazy trying to get into french, not giving up a SINGLE opportunity that would increase my rate of getting into french. i think what God was trying to teach me is how we should increase our desire to get people to know Christ during this period of intensive SOW and gathering contacts. its the increased desire that will get us moving beyond what we wud normally be doing! yeah im gonna pray hard for that increase in desire!and lastly i really wanna thank the ppl who jiayou-ed me in getting french and also reminding me to trust in God for getting french. u all noe who u r! thanks alot alot alot! merci très beaucoup! and of course my awesome God who is faithful always! im glad i had to go thru this, i was able to grow so much out of this! praise God! yep
aloy; 11:19 PM