Monday, August 13, 2007
yet again, so blessed!
haha sry but this is going to be a super super long post.=x i'll start with ytd night. i was chionging my java assignment til arnd 2am+ yet i kept getting the same errors which i had no idea hw to solve it. tried to finish up in the morning b4 going sch, din manage to do it. so i had to bring it to sch and asked my frens to hlp out a lil, i was stucked on a same error for a veri long time and b4 i knew it, 15mins time and i had to go for the lab session where i had to hand in my java assignment and do my java lab test.(this is where all my anxiousness started)i dun have a disc, an envelope, or written my report and printing it out due to the time wasted on solving the error but of cos i was at fault too for the last min work. then i thought it shud still be ok since the teacher said he wud collect the assignment after the test, so i wud get some time to finish up the things.and so i ran to the TP bookshop to buy a disc and ran back to IT sch and climbed stairs to my lab. managed to reach on time as my teacher previously said he would start the test on the dot, so when i reached i saw a qn on the screen and so i started to do the qn which i find myself totally unable to do it! that was the onli topic im not gd at! but thank God it was just a warm up exercise. and then after it my teacher said to hand up the assignment even b4 starting the test! so i began to panick, i din had envelope and one of my frens had 1 extra envelope left which he gave to a fren which was in the same situation as me. and without the report or burning my assignments into a disc i cant hand it up! so i had to tell the teacher tt i wud nid to hand it up after the lab test, which most likely would result in marks deduction.as i went back to my seat, alot of thoughts went thru my mind, i knew my previous alice assignment which carries quite abit of percentage in this subject was nt well done tt i tink i wud fail(not negative thinking but cos i noe hw much work i did), and if the test is according to the PRACTICE the teacher gave us i would most likely fail tt test too, and if i had to hand up my java assignment which i had weird problems that ppl do not have and it had to get marks being deducted i would get low marks too! all these thoughts jus almost broke me down, cos i din want to fail that subject as i may have to retain for 1 more yr just because of this subject!i was realli helpless in this situation.. smsed yiqin haha jus to grumble abit tho i din get any reply until after my exams. i remembered 1 Peter 5:7 Cast ALL your anxieties and fears onto Him, because He care. a timely "sticky reminder" by God. i was in a situation where no one can realli help me, so my conclusion was if there is anyone that can help me, ITS CERTAINLY GOD! i just threw everything onto God at that veri moment and decided to do what i can.test paper came, i was soooo happy! the onli topic that i was not gd at didnt come out at all! at the last part i had some struggles and i managed to solve the error before exams end! praise God!! and my teacher decided to give us time til 3.45pm to hand up assignment which was alot of time! arnd 1hr+ time! i had more than enough time to finish up! thank God for my frens too who helped to buy envelopes for me and my fren while we finish up the printing and stuffs.after all these all i could only think of was, it can only be God! i was so thankful that i relied on God and even more thankful that God was with me throughout that super tough time! that moment onli lasted for not even 2hrs yet i was on the verge of "dieing".we had dmm at arnd 7pm, dennis taught us and i could identify with some of the points from earlier on, there was a time of sharing, i shared bout hw God pulled me thru, the more i shared the more i realised how good God is! the love that He has for us is realli unimaginable! when i was weak and helpless, God showed me how strong and reliable He was. this is not the only time, if u peeps rmb, arnd last friday i had smth similar tho the situation was better than wad i had today. i remembered that God saved me once, so He can definitely save me and my situation again!to anyone that has assignment submissions/ tests/ presentations etc soon. JIAYOU! NEVER NEVER GIVE UP! God will nv give u up, so dun do it before God does! rmb hw He pulls u thru situations in the past, trust that He will do the same for now. 1 Peter 5:7 Cast all your anxieties and fears onto Him, because He cares. bring God to ur assignment submissions/ tests/ presentations. im realli so glad i have such a friend like You, God!
aloy; 11:07 PM