Thursday, May 17, 2007

stressed.

so many things pop out at once. like the realisation of needing to hand up 2 projects next week. tho the projects arent very hard to do, but still the need to take out time to do it still doesnt realli excites me haha. and also having exams in the coming june. or maybe its im giving myself stress? duno haha. cos i've nv experienced doing so in my entire life as i lived a life of "tian ta xia lai, dang zhuo bei gai"[even if the heaven falls, use it as a blanket. direct translation haha] in short. happy go lucky. everyting come then scrap thru. but nw its different cos i wanna give my best to God. so i have to get out of my comfort zone which is what most ppl do. SLACK. but because many times i still fail to do so. makes me so frustrated over it. my focus wasnt right too. it isnt being the best, its being our best that pleases God. i carry too many things on my own that i forgot that im created by God to share it with Him.
I wanna be in Your presence once again Lord. hlp me carry my burdens as i lay it at Your feet. In the Name of Jesus i pray. Amen!
the feeling of sharing the burden with God? hmm. ever carried a table that is too heavy for you but u happen to have a friend that is quite strong and he/she carries it with u and u tend to loosen abit as u noe ur fren is able to carry it better than u can? i guess thats the kind of feeling. because i know God is God and i am not. He is stronger than i am[in fact ALOT more stronger] so im able to share the burdens with Him. i do things to my best and God will do the rest! yeap. for God says in His Word. Matthew 11 : 28 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." so.. are you tired today? go back to God and u can have ur desired rest. we know it at the back of our head, its time to bring it into action.
[it isnt being the best, its being our best]

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